A Best Friend Wherever You Go

The time now is 12.49am actually i'm very tired after my lesson but i still can't get into sleep. Just feeling very down so i decided to update my blog, i tot i have get use to my colleagues come and go but actually not especially for those were closer to me. Like my dearest (Alexis) is one of them, her last day will be on sat but i not going back to office, so today will be my last day seeing her. I can't see her for every morning anymore. After then Pauline, you are my 2nd partner that i cry and you are the one working with me for the shortest time. I tot i won't be crying but the very last second hug, my tear still drop down. Dear i will miss you very much. You really help me alot in work. Thank you for sharing my work load and my personal problem. I never regret to know someone like you. I really hope that we still can keep in touch, and always remember no matter what happen my phone will be ON 24/7 for you. So if you have any problem and need a listener can always contact me. Take care and all the best to you.

Excited and worry at the same time

3 weeks ago till now hubby were busy like a bee, no time for me even on weekend. Hubby "Xin Ku Ni Le" he is working hard for our future.

Recently i been having nightmare almost everyday. Maybe is because, day to day nearer to our ROM in May, but will we postpone our ROM again, i really have no idea? I'm prepare and ready to spend my rest all my life with you no matter bitter or sweet. What about you, are you ready? Will i have my own home sweet home? What i want is just a simple living in our own little house, with my YOU, our own kids, with all YOUR love n the kids laughter, all this are enough for me. Will you fulfill my dream?

Baking...

Finally have the chance to meet up hubby. I miss him so much. Both of us were busy with our work. So never meet up for about 2 week. I had a nice weekend with him, with no checking or phone call chasing after him. Hope is a good start.

Saturday we had lunch together, after that we decide to bake some cake for Mother’s Day. First time baking cake together, it was so fun during the process. But was tired during the clearing time, have to wash up all the machine and tools. Overall still enjoy it.

I had revised some for my Alexis and other colleague, the other half for Maureen’s mom. Hope you guys like it. Remember to give us some comment so that we can improve on it. Actually I wanted to bring to office today, but this morning I was not feeling well, lucky hubby is with me because mummy had left for work.

Thanks for being there for me. I miss you and my colleagues.

Cherish & Appreciate Everyone

Cherish every loves one around you and appreciate the thing they have done for you. Can be your friends, colleague, family or relative. Because everyday, every hours or min they might be accident happen just that we never realize about it.

Last month my god brother was caught in a serious accident, his head, mouth, hands and legs was badly injured. But thanks god he is still in recovery process.

Last week, my smaller auntie was attack by some rare virus, half of her face was paralyze. She never told us about her sickness, I know it thru her msn note. I msn her but she never reply. I know that she must be very sad. I have to wait till Saturday after my exam then can visit her. Since young she dotes and taught me a lot. I admit that sometime I’m afraid to meet up with her, because she had high expectation for me and I feel the stress. But inside my heart I had never forget about her. Hope she will get will soon.

Monday night, my uncle eye was not feeling well. We had asked him to see doctor but he refuse. Next day morning when he wakes up, his both eyes also cannot see anything. He call me in the morning so I faster apply urgent leave and bring him to doctor. I understand his feeling because he doesn’t want to spend my money. He is a nice person. He used to work as a construction assistant. But in once accident he fall from 11 floor and injure his back and legs, his wife and 3 children left him. And his children told him but if he wants them to visit him, each visit is $300. I told my uncle forgets about them and he still has me. Although he is not my dad but if anyone happen to me or get bully by anyone he always will protect for me. I really wish that his eyes can recover soon.

As for me I don’t believe in quarrel can solve any problem but making the problem bigger. I prefer in exchanging of thought to solve problem. So please cherish and love people around you. Each Day Is Precious.

I'm There For You Rain Or Shine

A Simple Day

Few days never update my blog le. Now while waiting for my Dar to reach home I can blog about my feeling today.

Although it’s heavy rain and we cannot go anywhere but I still feel very happy. As long as my day can be accompany by my precious Dar anywhere or anytime I also feel very happy. We wake up around 12 plus go eat breakfast… should be lunch…lolx. After that we reach home to watch television, surf net and sing some songs together.

Just that simple life to be accompany by him I will feel very happy and blissful.

Be Mine

Back to work

After a long rest yesterday I look better. Dar was very worry for me so after work he came to look for me. He only wants to see my happy face and not my sad or crying face. So I try my best to show him my happy face as I don’t want to make him angry or worry. But I still carry with a worry heart and hope that everything will be fine. Although just 3 hours hugging him in sleep but I felt very blissful.

Tonight I having tutorial till 10pm so will reach home late. I will miss him very much.

Each Hour Is Precious With You

My Fear

Yesterday i have deep fear in loosing my precious Dar. I can’t eat and do much work. Just keep thinking of him and waiting his message or call.

He can read my heart and know that I was very worry. So after work he came to fetch me home. He knows that I wanted to hug him and cry all I can. I was holding back my tear while on the way home.

Finally when reach home I can’t hold anymore. I hug him tightly and cry like the world is ending. Dar keep telling me that he will not leave me no matter what happen. He will keep his promise as he had sign the contract with me.

From this incidents, I can know that i really love him very much and no one can replace him in my heart. Dar thanks for all the caring & love that you give me.

How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You