Swollen eyes with a worry heart

This morning I came in office with my swollen eyes. I’m afraid that people will start asking me what happen. Alexis is the 1^st one to ask, but I just tell her that I’m ok. But actually I’m not ok. I had been crying since last night and I never sleep at all.

Every week I have been waiting for each Friday to arrive, so that I can meet up my precious Dar. We can have dinner together, watch television or sometime might play some mahjong with my family. And next morning can have breakfast together.

But his dad does not like him to meet up or stay overnight at my place. Sometime had to bluff his dad that he was at chalet or friend house. But i think this will not solve the problem and became bigger problem. We are already adult, why should them interfere our relationship. All the most troublesome problem is now have to involve our parents in it.

Last night having some quarrel over this issue at red hill market, so my parents when down to clear the air. But when we reach there, his dad was drunk and had already left the market.

I feel that something bad is going to happen. Either both our parents will no longer be friend or my Dar can’t take the stress and he will leave me.